Death hurts. If it's sudden or if it's coming slowly, it hurts. There is no way around death. I hate YOLO because the people use it wrong. YOLO isn't about partying the whole night through. YOLO isn't about acting like a bitch and getting as many relationships as possible. YOLO, is about understanding that we could all disappear from this world in seconds, and that every single moment we breathe, smile, cry, every single moment we feel, is important. I'm not scared of death, I'm scared of what happens after. Where do our souls go after we die? We don't know. And we won't know, until we're dead.
Sometimes you just have to let go. Sometimes you don't have a choice. And sometimes you have to choose for others. I have to choose, and it doesn't matter how much I'm holding on to the past, I have to let it go. And I will.